|
lilirishredhead
|
read my profile
sign my guestbook
Name: Jenna
Birthday: 2/27/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: fishing at 5 in the morning and catching nothing but turtles, being with people i love , hangin out with the boys and working on my 78 camaro, and going on trips with ari and miranda
Expertise: getting dirty for the fun of it
Occupation: Advertising
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message meEmail: email me
Member Since:
5/3/2003
|
|
| haven't been here in forever been on www.myspace.com/jennarenae27 | | |
| R.I.P. Joshua Alan Kozee
August 25, 1987 - March 22, 2006
May we learn to Love and laugh like you always.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
| | |
| Today was probably the hardest, well almost I really can't fathom the fact that josh is gone. I don't understand and probably never will. The first guy I ever loved, and the first the really break my heart. It just seems like a dream, I hate the fact we didn't get to see him today. I am especially thankful for all the great people that were there today and loved on me even though they really didn't know, they understood. I am really at a loss for words other than that I hope that I can be as loving, kind, and open hearted as Josh. He is truely an inspiration to me. I don't know why he was recently brought back into my life but when I know all of this will make sense. Hopefullly it will be soon. | | |
| I really cannot stand it when people who don't know what they are talking about run their mouth! All it does is hurt people. | | |
| Wow I just found out I graduate on June 17th ish I am excited but lso kind of stressed out as of what to do. Go get a good job, or go back to school. I am currently working 2 jobs and am trying not to pull my hair out, but you gotta do what keeps you floating. I just hate this so much. I just really really miss him and I hate it. Sometimes I drive over there out of habit, and then remember, and it hits me like a ton of bricks, and I just cannot take it anymore. All these things I try to do to get myt mind off of it only seem to make it worse, and I know that if I keep thinkinkg about it I will just fall off again. I dunno ,I really can't think of any good reason I am writing this, other than the fact that if i don't I will probably fall asleep in class. No good. See you all later. | | |
|
